Sunday, 30 June 2013

My first short story publication

Things have been going quite well with the writing recently and I've been feeling pretty chuffed. First an extract from my novel was included in an anthology, Collages, which went to print this week and will be available in paperback from September. Then I got a short story accepted for the Stories for Homes anthology, which will be available as an e-book in July, with a paperback and audio book to follow. And then today, my flash fiction, Playing Nurses, was published in the online literary journal, Number Eleven Magazine. I'm starting to feel  like I might be getting somewhere with this dream.

The success I've had with the short stories also makes me feel a bit better about the fact that I've abandoned the novel for the past month or so. Well, I say abandoned as I haven't done any of the editing but I have made a big decision about it. So big that I've been frightened to admit it. But, I've finally accepted that it's what needs to be done. So I'm doing it...I'm writing in a dual narrative from another character's POV to tell her story. As it's actually a very important part of the main character's story too and there was just no way it could be told as it currently is - in memories and through third-party reporting. So, my self-imposed deadline of being submission-ready by August has had to fall by the wayside but you have to do what you have to do to make the book right. 

So, now I'm off to write my first piece of Laura's story in her voice. Wish me luck! 

Monday, 17 June 2013

Reading and Me

Last week's post about why I write revealed that it's mainly because I read. So today's post is all about reading and me.

Silence. This was the rule of my house when I was little. With elder sisters who didn’t want to play games with me – that decade between us meant we had little in common – and a mother that worked nights, it seemed that if I had to be in the house my job was to be as quiet as possible. Ideally also remaining still for lengthy periods so that I wouldn’t disturb with my footsteps either. What was a girl to do on those long, wet and dark winter days when being outside was not an option and playing with dolls was as dull as the weather? Read – that’s was this girl found to do.

My earliest reading memories are of the mainly wonderful but sometimes frightening
worlds at the top of The Magic Faraway Tree and the delights of the exploding toffee pop sweets – I felt the aftershocks in my own mouth as I lay on my bed and the rain lashed down. I read the books in this series over and over again. Re-reading is a habit that I started early and one that has stayed with me to this day. From those earliest reading days I have a vague recollection of a summer holiday tale featuring a stuffed dog called Shrewsbury and another where a girl who liked ballet and her two brothers were orphaned and sent to live with their aunt and uncle in house called Dunroamin, a reference that meant little to me at the time. But the memories of these stories are vague and I can’t quite grasp them, make them more solid.

Charlie and his Chocolate Factory, along with James and his Giant Peach, kept me company through many school holidays, as did the christening gift from my grandparents - an illustrated collection of Hans Christian Anderson’s fairy tales and another of Aesop’s Fables. My teenage years started out with the books of Judy Blume, who introduced me to periods in Are you there God, it’s me Margaret, and death and sex in Forever, long before any of these things appeared in my life for real 

I had a precocious friend at school and she got me reading Harold Robbins when I must have only been about thirteen or fourteen – 74 Park Avenue alerted me to the world of high-class prostitution and Goodbye, Janette to sado-masochism. A little put off by the seediness of these novels, and the fact that this friend had underlined all of the really graphic sexual parts in each of them, I found some new friends, both real and literary, and spent some time with Gerald Durrell, George Orwell, Daphne du Maurier and John Steinbeck, while also dipping into the wholesome world of Sweet Valley High when I didn’t want to think too much.

My late teens was the start of the horror era and many nights would see me cowering in my brightly lit bedroom unable to switch off the lights as a whole array of Stephen King’s books, from The Shining and Misery through to Insomnia and The Stand, scared me witless. These were backed up by a few James Herbert novels and a couple of Dean Koontz’s then I went back in time to Margaret Mitchell’s tale of the Deep South and I stayed there for ages.
I’ve discovered that my reading sometimes has literary themes and over the years I have had periods where I’ve only read novels about certain things for a few months at a time. I’ve had World War Two time and the book that has stayed with me most from then is Rachel Seffert’s The Dark Room, closely followed by Anne Michaels’ Fugitive Pieces. The Vietnam war as told through the eyes of Graham Greene’s Fowler in The Quiet American and Joseph Conrad’s Marlow in The Heart of Darkness – a late addition to my favourites in this era is Karl Marlantes’ Matterhorn. The colonisation of Australia, the star of the show Kate Grenville’s Secret River; anything and everything about China but particularly the Mao regime and especially Jung Chang’s Wild Swans, which is truly amazing and a book that I have read about four times, so far. 

I’ve always had a hankering for post-apocalyptic/dystopian tales in the genre that is termed speculative fiction, and many of the tales that I like the most in this category are from Margaret Atwood – The Handmaid’s Tale, Oryx and Crake, The Year of the Flood. But then I also like her other work too, Alias Grace standing out for me and inspiring me to want to take a real life character and fictionalise her story myself. The woman I chose is Amelia Dyer, one of the forty-one women hanged in Britain, who was known as the Reading Baby Farmer and lived in a house opposite a flat I used to live in on the River Thames in Reading. I have reams of notes and have done many hours of research into Amelia but don’t quite know how to approach her story so I’ve parked that project for another day.

Essentially, I just can’t get enough of reading and there are writers who I read a lot of their work: David Mitchell, Helen Dunmore, Maggie O’Farrell, Peter Carey, Linda Grant, Kazuo Ishiguro, Karin Altvegen, and R.J. Ellory, to name just a few. I really enjoy if not all then the vast majority of the stories these authors tell. Then there are the stand alone books from writers that I have only met the once so far, Property by Valerie Martin and Snowdrops by A.D. Miller are just two that spring to mind as they swept me away completely into another world.

Sadly, this is something that happens less and less as I write more myself and also study literature. I find myself analysing technique and thinking about how I can apply that to my writing instead of just getting lost in the story the way I used to do. I’m not sure if that’s a good or a bad thing, maybe it’s both, but I do know that the quiet and the stillness drilled into me at a young age have stayed with me, and to sit in silence and read for hours on end is my absolute favourite thing to do. I also love to just sit and look at my many books on their many shelves and think about when and where I read them and what was happening in my life at the time. Is that weird?

What impact has reading had on your life? Tell me all about the books that matter to you.

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Tuesday, 11 June 2013

Why I Write

Today's post has been prompted by an online writing group that I'm a member of, The Write Post. They have Thursday blog hops every week and this is the first time I have taken part. The reason why I'm doing it now is because I have made myself a vow to stop procrastinating and spending hours and hours every week on social media and reading blogs and other articles. I am going to limit myself to half an hour in the morning and another half an hour in the evening. 

The rest of the time I am going to write for customers, write for me, read, bake and walk. I really am going to do this - although regular readers of this blog will be forgiven for thinking they may have heard me make such declarations before! 

So to the blog itself and the reason why I write. It's because I read and always have done.
Reading has been a huge part of my life - the many novels I have read have taught me so much about humanity, history, psychology, sociology, and me. To write my own stories and touch other people's lives in the way so many writers touched mine was always what I wanted to do. Although I didn't tell anyone and just wrote occasionally in secret for many years. 

Once I started writing fiction in earnest and ventured out into the creative writing world through classes and workshops, I discovered I just couldn't stop. Those voices, sentences and paragraphs that had been roaming around in my head for so long were finally getting put to paper and it felt good. Really good. Reading my work aloud in a writing workshop for the first time was one of the scariest things I have ever done though. I couldn't eat all day before the class and hid behind the pieces of paper while my voice quavered as I shared my words for the first time. 

But now, several years down the line I'm no longer scared of reading my work - I can't wait to see how people react to it. So that I can continue to learn from the feedback I get and also because, until I get published, this is the only way I have of touching people's lives with my writing. On that note, I'm thrilled to be able to say that one of my short stories has been accepted for publication in an anthology! My very first publication of my fiction outside this blog. When I heard I had been accepted it felt truly amazing and that is why I write. 
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